Grace limited

Somewhere along the way
I gave it limits
I measured my portion
I said yes to so little.
But i am ruined
shattered
desperately needy
And you?
Well, we are all terribly broken.
i reject and am rejected
i am lost
and lost again.
i need more than
what I have allowed.
GRACE. . .
freely given
abundant
merciful
healing
beautiful
endless
yes, forever.
i am ignorant of its truth.
God?
Help me!